This
course is in no way similar to what I had initially expected. The concept of being an
ensemble seemed straightforward. However, it was an extremely difficult and lengthy task. In
theatre I was very naïve in terms of what was going on underneath the surface of our
ensemble. I was under the impression that we all liked each other, and that although we
weren’t all best friends, we were able to work together and be friendly to one another. I
was completely wrong about that. There was a lot of tension and underlying drama that I was
unaware of. Therefore, when the big fights began, I was extremely surprised.
Aside
from learning what a true ensemble is, what I have learned so far in IB Theatre, is that
what I originally thought was good isn’t good enough. I have always put in a good amount
of effort into my work. However, in order to succeed in theatre, the amount of effort
one must put in needs to be above the average. I would work hard on assignments and
turn them in expecting to get a 6 or a 7 and I would get a 4. I have always struggled
with depth and the ability to analyze something. This has been my biggest downfall
so far. However, I am starting to get better.
The
thing I have enjoyed most so far is also what I consider to have been the most challenging. The
IB Theatre Showcase, Lost Luggage, although an enjoyable and rewarding
experience, was extremely stressful. The time constrains and pressure that we were all under
made it very difficult to process by the end of the eight weeks. There were moments when we
would become counter-productive and get very snappy with each other. We had to
remind each other that getting snappy and having drama wasn’t going to get us anywhere,
considering the whole point of the eight weeks was to become an ensemble, not to
destroy all relationships within the ensemble.
This
year I am looking forward to the independent project. I probably won’t end up devising, but
I am considering researching a style of theatre. I am excited to pick something that
interests me and create something based on it. I have considered researching
stage make up or costumes. I thought that it might be cool if I chose make up, to research
traditional stage make up from different cultures, and then test them out on different
members of the ensemble. I would then display them during the showcase.
For
the final year of IB Theatre, I am most apprehensive about all of the assessments.
Last year coming into the course, I wasn’t as nervous because I thought I could easily get
good grades because it’s work that I enjoy. However, I quickly learned that despite
enjoying the work I was doing, good grades in theatre are difficult to come by. There are a
lot of skills required, such as the ability to analyze and go in depth about something. This
year, I am scared that what I think is good work won’t be good enough to get the
grades that I aim for.
Over
the past year in IB Theatre, our ensemble has covered many of the core component
requirements. We have covered text-based and non text-based studies such as our unit on
Commedia dell’Arte and the Theatre vs. Oppression work we did with Jennifer Hartley
etc. We have also studied isms such as Feminism, Dadaism, Realism etc. Another key component
we have covered has been taking on different production roles. A lot of emphasis
has been put on the roles within a production, aside from the performers. I
was a performer in “Beauty in the Beast” and I helped a bit with make up in “Alice in Wonderland”.
This year I hope to be a performer in “Avenue Q”, and then assistant direct
the Middle School Production of “Snow”.
After
completing the first year of IB Theatre, I think that the nature/purpose of theatre is not
just for audience enjoyment, but also for oneself. Theatre gives you the chance to
explore a different person and a different persons perspective. You dive into a different world
for a few hours. It is relieving for those people who find that they might need an escape.
The audience too can find a relief from watching theatre. If the actors do their job well,
they should be creating an alternate world for the audience members to immerse
themselves within. The purpose is to ultimately make it as beneficial of a experience for
the audience members, as it is for the actors, and visa versa.
Any
student who aspires to do well would ultimately want the best possible grade. Therefore,
ultimately, I would obviously want a 7 in theatre. However, I feel like that would be a bit
over my head. I ended up with a 5 last year and I understand why that it is. Like I said
previously, the standards for this course are above the average. Therefore, extra effort has
to be put in in order to succeed. However, I don’t want to end up with a 5 in IB Theatre.
Although a 5 is a good grade, I would be thrilled if I got a 6. I mean a 7 would be amazing,
but I would be very happy receiving a 6.
To
conclude, I enter year two of IB Theatre finding myself more prepared in terms of what
lies ahead. I understand that the average isn’t going to get me more than a 4, and I am
extremely motivated to get a 6 by the end of the course. This is going to require a lot of
practice in depth and analysis.
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